Well we all know it's a New Year, and riht now I'm working on a new me. I have done everything I could possible have done physically to alter myself. My hair, it's dyed, my weight, perfect. I am now in the best condition ever. My emotional state is a totally diffrent matter however, and this year I am planning on changing this, I understand I can't just change overnight, but this change has been coming for sometime. In the past year I have learned that no one can save you, you need to save yourself, so I want to be able to save myself.
I have a great boyfriend, but I'm afraid that If I dont get over my past then it won't ever work out with h