Well we all know it's a New Year, and riht now I'm working on a new me. I have done everything I could possible have done physically to alter myself. My hair, it's dyed, my weight, perfect. I am now in the best condition ever. My emotional state is a totally diffrent matter however, and this year I am planning on changing this, I understand I can't just change overnight, but this change has been coming for sometime. In the past year I have learned that no one can save you, you need to save yourself, so I want to be able to save myself.

I have a great boyfriend, but I'm afraid that If I dont get over my past then it won't ever work out with him, so I'm going to start new. That's what New Years are for right, starting fresh? Well I'm trying and I hopefully will suceed on my path of finding myself.